u/General-Lab-265

When the pilot starts to descend and we are just barely hovering above ground before we land - still slightly anxious until all the wheels are on the ground. Scanning new faces in changing places but knowing none of them will be yours.

This was a rough weekend for me, successful, but hard. I traveled alone and it just opened my eyes to people's interests. People try but my heart is reserved. I see the look, but I won't match their stare, nobody can reach me like you did. I won't even give them the chance.

I am positive, I have fun, I do well - but my God... you are always on my mind.

It hurts. You will forever be the one who got away. I just have to accept it.

There are billions of people, yet somehow, our paths crossed and we found each other. To feel a connection that deeply, and to know that it has survived a year of silence, feels like a rare and beautiful gift. I love you, and knowing that you hold those same feelings in your heart means more to me than I can say.

I know things are complicated. My life has its own issues. I don't expect the barriers between us to disappear overnight, and we don’t have to have the answers figured out now.

But as much as I treasure your words, communicating this way makes the distance feel so much heavier.

Finding each other again in this massive world should bring us peace, but trying to reach you through anonymous posts leaves me feeling lost. I love you too much to let what we have turn into a sad, confused, hurt memory, where my soul just hums your name in the painful quiet.

I want us to do this together. I don't want to live in the shadows or wonder anymore. I want you to love me in real life.

Had a quick moment to say hi. The thought of you grounds me on the field. I smile and lock in. I love you.

I love the 28th. It reminds me of you. I think about you everyday in small moments... but this day has felt like a milestone for me now. At first, it was a painful realization that it was one more month further from you. It doesn't feel like that anymore... It feels like giving a moment a heartbeat.

You said it and that's what I want. Tell me to my face you don't love me. That you are not thinking of me.

We both deserve our peace I am the most peaceful when I am next to you. Same for you.

There is nothing better and we both know that.

I don't want to do this anymore but I don't want to be without you.

You are my everything. My world.

We can figure this out, can't we?