u/General-Peanut5849

Sorry mahaba. Hello, just wanted to get your point of view with regards to my case. So for starter, I was pulled into a Project (Functional) with no actual experience on it together with other team member (Were only 2 at that time). Then I learn and grow from the project and got certified from the role. At first I thought it was normal when I see onshore/offshore team rolled-off from the project every Iteration. As first timer in project, I told my project manager that I have no lead on my capability to guide me and got info that the project budget is tight. So in short, ignored.

My initial thought is we will be on the support side so that's ok even though the process is "figure it out yourself" even though it's hard. My team and I endured it for almost 4 years, due to limited visibility into historical implementations, undocumented dependencies, and business processes, I believe the current setup carries significant operational risk, they expect us to own it and wear multiple hats. One of my team is now resigned and I'm the only pioneer left from the project. I'm so confused now, to the point na di na ako nakakatulog, no piece of mind, to think what would be my future from this project. Current process up till now is sabog sabog talaga, no clear accountability and ownership and I don't want to be a part of that. I'm now scheduled to do a mental health check up.

Later I realized that it's like were being setup for this, I'm overwhelmed with my current situation and high expectations from the Project. Recently I browse outside with my current expertise and sad to say that there is only few opening based on my skillset. It feels like I'm back to square one. Now I'm thinking that I want change and wanted to be rolled off from this project, to hop on a different capability.

I'm currently a CL10. What to do? any advise? I don't want to lose my job as this was my primary source of income but I'm worried that I will lose my sanity on this project. Now I'm actively applying to other company