Why is it so hard to move on this time around? I have been around and should seen it but damn this cuts so deep
Just need to let it all out. We aren’t perfect we have had our ups and downs, she’s (28f) an avoidant but that didn’t stop me from loving her.
I put up with all of her issues and was there when she was at her lowest. I don’t ask for much but I make sure I show her how much I love her, being an avoidant she always ask for space, unwillingly I do give it to her be it a few days or a month with minimal contact. It’s hard but I love her.
I always doubt myself and imagine breaking free from her, then it finally happened, we argued she broke up with me.
She told me she no longer loves me and hindi na ako kayang pakisamahan, lo and behold i see her on a date, that hurts as i alwaysask and want to go out with her but she always says sawa na ako sa gala. I’m sure they have been speaking for a while na kasi yun don’t just fall out of love agad agad.
It hurts so much as I sacrificed my life abroad for her and made sure i treated her properly, hindi ako perfect as we argue over silly things pero normal yon.
I just can’t believe how quickly people can change for the million of good things you do they always remember the one bad thing or argument.
I’m trying my best to focus on myself but its so hard when you can still smell the person you love in the house you shared.