I’m getting a haircut tomorrow and I’m so scared.
I’m getting a haircut tomorrow and my parents HATE the way I style my hair. When I go my mom ALWAYS goes with me to make sure that I don’t get a “bad looking” style. (I got a mullet a two years ago and it was the best I’ve ever felt about myself but then it ended up in my parents hating it and screaming at each other and then saying I looked horrible). Since then my mom always tells the hair dresser how to cut my hair and they end up give giving me the flattest bob ever. I usually cut it a little bit more when I get home because it makes me so dysphoric that I cry for hours on end. But I’m so anxious to get a haircut again because I know it’ll happen to me yet again. I guess I go back to school soon and I can cut my own hair then.. but part of me doesn’t even know if I can survive that long with a fuckass bob.
It also hurts really bad when your parents know you felt so confident looking one way and then told you that you looked horrible to your face.
I’ll take and really appreciate any advice on how to “fix” getting a bob afterwards and making it more masculine. I’d be really embarrassed getting to school looking really feminine and weird and then trying to convince everyone I’m a man…