What should I do the morning after a big argument?
I (18f) got into a fight with my fiance(18m) last night... Just about things that were said that hurt my feelings, not being gentle with me... Being called names that hurt me even if they were labeled as a "joke"... After that, he made dinner and ate and then rough housed and talked until 3 or 4 in the morning... But when I woke up this morning everything felt... Wrong.
For context, I am someone who is dealing with a lot of mental health issues- I have a tendency to overanalyze things and get hurt by things that normal people shouldn't feel hurt about. I decided before our argument ( that was supposed to be just a talk) that I needed therapy and medication, so I scheduled an appointment for Monday to see if the problem is me.... But even after that, when I tried to be normal and not cry and just have a simple conversation I blew up at him because I said that the word he said to me made me feel hurt and he laughed and said "oh but it was a joke" but he says that about everything and it really hurt that it didn't seem that he had no remorse or anything... I blew up at him, angry and not understanding why he says mean things to me...
This morning it feels weird... I feel off and uncomfortable. He doesn't want to kiss me as much and it kinda feels more like a friendship than a relationship ... Please help. I can't lose him. I still love him very very much. We moved in together and have been with each other for almost a year and half.
Also to note he's been very sleepy cuz we stayed up late so honestly I might just be overanalyzing it and need to figure out how to calm down... But what do you truly do after an argument?