Need reasons not to cut
I'm sorry. I've actually searched for this before, but all the reasons listed are just... they don't click to me.
the pain, itchiness, bleeding over your clothes, friends worrying... I really don't care about the pain or the following discomfort. and I can just hide them from my friends and family. so... why shouldn't I
cutting makes me feel better (temporarily), and it helps me cope with feeling miserable and awful...
I keep looking at the aftermath and looking at my reflection in the mirror afterward. but I know this isn't right because I WOULD be concerned if a friend told me that.
I'm NOT romanticizing or glorifying sh, but I genuinely don't have reasons not to keep doing that. I feel awful and sick all the time and I only feel like a normal person after cutting.... this is awful. uhm, please help me out