New here(SR & reddit), could use some help
Hey everyone. First off my apologies for violating community rules. I have read them and and falling in line. On with it..... I could use some help. I'm 40 years old and ready for my life to get on with it already. I don't like the crutch that I've been hobbling on for the past 20 years. Also, you know when you can feel something bad is around the corner? I have too much that I've worked hard for two lose because of the same shit that has made me start over multiple times. On the 19th I'm scheduled to go do one of those rapid inductions to switch from the blues reluctantly on to bup.I fought taking that shit for years and I am still here fighting so I thought I'd give it a chance. It's better than the alternative right? Within hours of making that appointment, I'm seeing this stuff. Like it just randomly came into my TikTok feed. I rarely ever get on any social media and there it was. Like the universe wanted me to see it. Or get ripped off again like I did when I learned of Ibogaine years back. I can always cancel my appointment but I'm wondering if it's worth doing just to get off the other in a day(sort of). I'm planning on doing an NAD treatment a few days after but that's really expensive. I'm wondering if I could drop the NAD and replace it with this. I don't know if it'll get here in time but I can be flexible. Best case scenario I don't have to even do the induction or the bup at all. I would love to hear success from you guys. Hearing it after asking for it resonates on them much deeper level. Also any advice would be great. Feels too good to be true; I have gotten my hopes up for nothing many times before. No difference then you guys I'm sure. Thank you guys