She admit it when she got caught.
Should I give her a chance after she cheated?
She was trying to give her all after that incident, just to win me over again. She cheated behind my back for 4 months, I didn't know at that time that she was actually doing stuff like that because I trusted her due to her "Not find fun of cheating". When I found out that she was cheating when my guts said that something was wrong with her, when I found out I was devastated. The "guy", featured her in his stories on Instagram, if you're wondering how I just discovered that? I remember that I can access her account even tho I don't want to open her account yet I tried and found out that she has someone chatting over named "daddy". I was skeptical at that time, maybe it's just a gay friend with no motives to do something wrong. I did stalk that guy and ended up with the feature thingy. I saw everything, those couple things would do. I was agitated, I told my friends about it before her because I think I am being delusional at that time; denying those facts in front of me. At the same time as I found out that she was actually cheating, I confronted her about it and started to say the trust right away. "I was cheating on you" She said, I was in disbelief after that, eventually we actually settled that I should give her another chance to prove that she was going to change after that but until now, I wanted to give her the chance yet it hurts me to think that she was cheating on me for a long time without me knowing and now, I was overthinking, if it's worth it to give her another chance to make things right or should I leave her and move on. Yet I am stubbornly thinking that I can make it out alive while she is trying to prove herself.