My moms bf raped me for 3 years
Preface: I moved in with my mom at age 12 and gave her a second chance after she abandoned me for drugs at age 3.
It all started when my mom took a Girl Scout trip to Disneyland with my 3 little sisters. i was 15. I stayed home with her bf (my sisters dad, not mine) because we couldn’t afford to take everyone. My mom was out of town for about 3 days. During that time, her bf raped me. You might ask why I didn’t say anything when she got home and to be 100% honest, I’m not entirely sure. Maybe i just didn’t want to ruin their family. It kept going on for years and I did end up reporting it a year after I ran away at 18. He got 6 years, day for day. My mom showed up to support him in court, sat on the opposite side of the room than me, and hasn’t spoken to me in over 7 years.
I now live a happy life and I’m married. I’m currently in the same town as my mom and her bf (she got back together with him when he got out of jail) and they live in a holiday inn with their 3 kids.
I’m moving 3000 miles away next month with my husband because he joined the navy and I’m wondering if I should even bother telling my mom??
Edit: the last things she said to me was that she’ll love me from afar