Looking for somebody to grow with, share the pain and the loneliness that trading brings
I’ve been trading for 4 years now I did got 2-3 payouts, not even that big tbh and I make decent money on my personal but the the past few weeks I’ve been struggling heavy with my psychology and at this point I’m feeling like a guest in my own body. I know what I have to do I know my edge i know my strategy works but I keep doing dumb shit and I’m still fighting greed and losses and this kinda messes with my happiness it’s really hard for me rn because I know I can make money trading but I just blow my profits that I’ve accumulated for 2 weeks in 1 day. So I don’t see an other way than going back to paper.
We all know trading is all about routine and repetition so I’m gonna do a 30 day rewiring where I trade my paper following my rules not to prove that my strat works but for proving that I can trust my own words and hold myself accountable. I know paper is by far not the same as live but after the 30 day ill do another 30 days on live. Therefore I’m looking for somebody to share this journey with. Just someone I can check on everyday and grow with. I know out there is at least 1 person that’s in the same situation so if you’re reading this please contact me and let’s grow together. I check on you and you check on me just 2 friends sharing the experience together. I think it would be totally different if you have to share your trades of the day with another person ( less bullshit trades, less emotional trades because some else will see your results too)