u/Glass_Coconut5535

I was maybe 5 or 6 and spent the night at a friend's house and I stayed up with her dad watching porn because I couldn't sleep. He showed me his erection and had me hold it and try to stroke it but I had no idea what I was doing. I danced around naked and showed him my private parts. We'd copy the positions that we saw in the porn and I'd bounce around but he never penetrated. I knew having a secret like that was a big no-no but I didn't see much of a moral issue with it for a few years and then I just started feeling dirty whenever I'd remember it.