I’m only 17 but I’m about at my limit
I really can’t take anything any longer, I’ll be surprised if I make it to graduation. I can’t even believe I made it this far. I don’t see any point in going forward, I see absolutely nothing for me after high school. Anytime people ask what I’m thinking about doing after school, like college or a trade, I just say I don’t know because I can’t just tell someone that I’m just planning on ending things. I’m so stressed and angry all the time to the point of sh. I can’t find any peace, my mind is constantly flooded with suicidal thoughts and there isn’t really a single other thing I think about. I was at a concert and thinking about it, I can’t stop. A few years ago I just thought that everything would just work itself out but everything in my life has just gotten worse. I just want to cry all the time