Am I into girls or am I bored?
I'm 23F and for the past few months I've been questioning my sexuality and that's been bothering me.
My whole life I've been into guys. I've had a few girl celebrity crushes here and there, but didn't think much about it.
Last year I kind of had a crush on a coworker (F) because of her beauty and personality. I didn't think much about it.
This year I noticed a girl that I was interested in but only enjoyed seeing her from afar cause I didn't know her. I managed to sum up the courage to ask her out on a date, I enjoyed it the date but nothing came from it.
The coworker I had a crush on last year, I ended up having a huge crush on her this year. She was constantly in my head and I was constantly trying to stare at her because I liked her a lot. To a point it slightly became like an obsession. I've never experienced this level of "crush" since my teens. A friend mentioned that this wasn't a crush anymore, maybe hinted at limerence and that I was bored.
Currently I am not interested in dating guys and I'm noticing woman more than before. I think I'm into girls that are giving girly feminine vibes with still a little masculine energy to them, mainly in vibes as in dominance.
I've talked multiple times with my friends about me questioning my sexuality. I want this period to be over and come to a conclusion already.
Have I thought about being sexual with women? Yes, I'm open to the idea of it. Idk how I'll feel once I'm in the act.
I get all giddy when I see a girl I'm interested in. I get all smiley and stupid and I can't staring at her.
AM I REALLY INTO WOMEN OR AM I JUST BORED!?