u/Glittering-Path-1502

I’m 33 almost 34 and I don’t know when the last time I went to PP or any doctor.
Please don’t judge, I have EXTREME medical phobia;I was in a horrible hit n run crossing my street in Brooklyn 5 years ago. Brain damage, broken neck and my leg was shattered into bits. Spending almost 2 months .
I can do the dentist now and psych and therapist but I’m stuck on every else. My anxiety is through te roof.
I want to make an appointment at PP, they have always been lovely but I still feel judged and what are they going to find? Cancer?
I’m thinking taking my Ativan and bringing my partner( he knows legit everything about me)I’m just so fucking scared.
Has anyone felt like this and been ever over come it?

I’m moving in to my boyfriend’s apartment in August, 2 blocks away. We have been bringing over all the small/light stuff little by little every night, but we need movers for the furniture and heavy stuff. Any recommendations? Thanks!