I need advice for a serious problem
I’m using a throwaway account for this, I’m not sure if it’s okay to post this but I’m a 25 yo female who is unmarried. I am a virgin but because of this reason I’m suffering deeply. I purposely stay away from zina for the sake of god. Feeling these desires but not being able to act on them is really really hard. I thought by this time I’d be married. But unfortunately no matter how much I’ve tried to get married it’s never worked out for me. I simply cannot find a spouse. It’s like I’m not meant to be married. It’s become a thing of frustration in my life. Everyday I suffer from these feelings (arousal) but not being able to act on it. It’s the worst torture in the world. People don’t understand how hard it is for women too. I really don’t know what more to do.