u/GlitteringStars24

Do u ever miss me? Do u feel like u made a mistake? I wish u had chose me. I’m happy now for the most part I think but we were something different our connection was real. You showed me true love and then u settled for something less. U settled for her. I hope u see this but I hope u don’t. Don’t reach out unless ur coming back to me. I can’t relive the plans we made for us and our kids if I can’t really live it out with u. I just wish u had chose me I could have loved u the way u deserve. Idk if u even have Reddit anymore but if u do u will know this is for u. Fuck I miss ur face 😘

I’m not sure why I keep coming back here. Maybe it’s the unknown, the wondering if I’ll find a message meant for me. Maybe it’s the constant fear of not knowing where I stand with you now. I know I should be moving on. I should be okay with letting go because I know this isn’t healthy, it’s toxic. I know we both deserve happiness, peace, and real, calm love. Not chaos. But part of me won’t let go. No matter how loudly I scream at her, she just keeps holding on. I know it will be impossible to trust again. After all of the deceit, the infidelity, the half truths. I know I deserve more than that. I know I deserve to be loved correctly, to be respected. But still something in me can’t let go.

Help me let go. Please. I want to let go.