how do i get over my RJ
Hi its my first time writing here and im in need of help
I have been with my girlfriend for some time now and i cant get over past. When we got together i was a virgin and she was not. It didnt bother me then but it has started to affect me. I just cant over the fact that i lost my virginity to her and she didnt to me and has experienced it with someone else. Few days ago i asked her for some details(i know now that you shouldnt do that) and she said it was in her bed and my stomach did flips because of it. I am supposed to go to her place this weekend and it just grosses me out that in the same bed that im supposed to sleep, she had sex with her ex.
She wasnt with her ex for long and only had sex with him for few times but it still bothers me. i have gotten kind of resentful towards her because of it and i know its not her fault and she couldnt know he wasnt the one but still.