me (24M ) and my girlfriend (22F) are together from an year, she has always been the best girlfriend ever, we are in online relationship(long distance). she always prioritises me and our relationship and never hesitated in admitting to her feelings and concerns and we have been in the pond for around 6-7 months. But from the start of this year, things have been really tough for me to manage my time and efforts and i’m in a very toxic family and i’m afraid those habits and personality will rub onto her if i talj to her when i’m in that headspace. and my family was always fighting and getting physical everytime a fight escalates. she doesn’t know this and our communication has been short(very short) for last three months and it’s all genuinely my fault. i couldn’t give her the time and efforts she deserves and recently(now) she told me how much she loved me and how she treasured everything we shared and that she wants to break up with me, i felt like my world stopped for a minute, i couldn’t breathe that’s how i knew i couldn’t let her go and decided to make it up to her.
i managed to somehow make her stay and give me one last chance, so i’m now very confused on how to start mending things up, it’s my first relationship and i want you to know have a healthy relationship with her
and keep in mind, we can’t meet often but it’s not any fraud, we did have many good moments together
could anyone help me in this?