I lost a lot of money
I lost around 7 thousand and i am at my last 500 euros until October.I am a student so i feel disgusted with the way i used my parents money .They gave me the money so i dont have that in my mind and i could focus on studying.Not gonna lie i failed them and i cant even stand and tell them the truth.The fact is if i dont find a job in the summer which until now i havent found even though i have send many applications then i am done i dont think i will be able to go without telling them the truth and it is the last thing i want and i honestly believe this would break me.The only upside is that i self excluded myself from all the betting sites and from day trading sites.I dont know what to do i hope in the future the pain will go down and i surely hope i find a job quickly