u/Global_Piglet_8380

Hey, so I'm 17 (female) and honestly I don't think that there is one reason for me to still be alive. I'm ugly, fat and have maybe one friend. All I do is isolate myself (and eat). I've been feeling like this since the age of 12. Everyone told me that I will start feeling better eventually, that it's just a phase,...

but honestly I don't think that I'll ever get better. I feel like the most disgusting person alive.

I fantasize very often about ending my shit, I already know how, but something is keeping me from doing it... I just wish I had the guts to do it.

So yeah... will it ever get better?

(Sry if my englisch is bad btw)