u/GlockomaVision

Hey again. Today has been a day. I had one of the toughest conversations I've had today and it ended badly. I was born with abilities and now being told to extinguish them as they are of the devil. That God only gives women visions and men dreams, anything else is evil. The reason I am saying anything is because I have several of the abilities myself. I have precognitive dreams, receive information that isn't known first hand, discernment, auras and healing hands. Am I wrong? In my old church from my early 20's, the pastor told me what I was given was natural and wrapped in a golden bow, as I was one of the chosen few to have multiple abilities, and they were to be used for good, helping others and preventing anything that comes through from foresight. No one has listened since then. I'm labeled as evil, and a w word, as what I have is of evilness. Even my own family has turned their back on me because of it. What am I doing wrong? Do I forget of these gifts and ignore them from now on? I feel like if I were born with them, I should be able to keep them as none are not from outside sources. I feel like I'm being led wrong and failed. Am I justified in the way I feel? IF YOU DO NOT BELIEVE IN WHAT I DO PLEASE REFRAIN FROM COMMENTING. You're grown enough to know when to scroll on and to leave someone alone who is genuinely needing advice from the right people. I don't want to hear what you don't believe in. This is my belief. I will report you for hate.