Will bringing up that I've been hanging out with/reconnected with my long lost estranged biological sister keep me from getting discharged?
\*See a telementalhealth nurse for meds outpatient
\*Have bad bpd and history of 9 discharges from therapists
\*Missed session on April 16th because i slept in late and didn't make it to the virtual room
\*She messaged me if I have decided to move forward with a different prescriber, or if i want to reschedule, then let her know
\*Said to her in the messaging portal that i just slept in and sorry, i missed the session and to please not cut me off
\*She said I'm not being cut off and missed sessions happen
\* Her saying the different prescriber activated my intense fear of abandonment
\*In a BPD flurry panic i messaged her A TON of messages like begging her to not discharge me because I was dreading the connection being damadged and being discharged because of her saying if I decided to move forward with a different prescriber
she then said this:
I do not have availability sooner than the dates you were offered on the phone. Please continue taking your medications as prescribed until you have another appointment.
The messages you have been sending are not appropriate to send to your medication prescriber. You need to add a DBT therapist to your team. That is the appropriate person to share these thoughts with. I emailed you information for one who takes your insurance, or you can look for a different one on psychologytoday.com.
If you continue sending multiple messages and leaving lengthy voicemails, you need to escalate to a higher level of care than I can provide and enroll in intensive outpatient or a partial hospitalization program. I will email you some resources in case you decide that is what you need. If you are in a mental health crisis, you need to contact 988. Do not respond to this message unless you have decided what date you would like to reschedule your appointment.
Apr 17 at 12:31 PM
but since then, i haven't left ANY messages or ANY VOICEMAILS at all
will bring up that my sister has been a great source of stability and happiness, and we've been playing catchup and hanging out every day doing fun things and no longer depressed or in crisis making my nurse feel comfortable keeping me in outpatient?