u/Glorified_Regret

i can sense when someone is excluded so i include them (it feels wrong not to)
even if i don't feel like it, i'll socialize or go out of my way to help someone just to improve my image (i'll go downstairs to meet the guests even if i loathe it, just so i don't appear like a loser)
i'm hyper-aware and worried if i'm too self-absorbed or if i forget to ask someone questions in a conversation
i spend more time planning, organizing, and imagining different possibilities than actually doing something, which is my way of procrastinating (I have a lot of tabs open with many different things i've thought of, but i almost never actually accomplish something)
i prefer being in a group than with just one person, cuz it's less awkward imo
when i actually do something productive, i'm usually very a perfectionist and want an almost perfect-looking result
i can almost never keep something to myself. all my opinions need to be shared. when i have no close friends, i can go crazy from the fact i can't tell someone about an event that happened to me today (i met a celebrity one time, and i was more hyped about boasting about it to my friends, than meeting the celebrity himself)
when i was a kid and a teen, i couldn't stop myself from commenting under youtube videos and start debates with people i deemed "stupid"
i can be a little controlling at times. if someone doesn't do something i expect or want them to do, i'll be very judgmental.
i feel like a unique or weird person, but ironically i find myself sometimes judging other people i find weird. i'm sorry.
i'm open-minded still: in the span of months i can change my mind completely about one thing. sometimes i can defend two sides at once.
i am a very jealous person. i'm a bit miserable sometimes, and often think i'm unlucky.
but i also constantly seek to improve myself, by searching things online and trying new things, or trying to fit in by following trends.
the only reason i'd want to learn something (a language, a skill) is to be able to show it off to other people. what's the point if you're only keeping it to yourself?
i feel like i'm surprisingly terrible at making up new stuff. i only use what i've recently seen or heard and maybe change it a bit. i feel like i plagiarize a lot and i'm jealous of people who think of new smart jokes.
if i don't see the point in something, or why i should do something, you have to really convince me to do it
i'd rather have a clear set of instructions most of the time, cuz i don't trust myself enough and i'm scared i'll disappoint someone

type me based on test results I just took + bullet points about myself