u/Glum-Technician9559

Sometimes when I think about it, coming from an Islamic family, loving parents and family members, even being blessed to do Umrah at a very young age, I have been afflicted with PMO. I know it’s my fault, I feel ashamed of it and I desperately want to quit it but recently it has started to feel like a lost battle.
I am just sad that I have been unable to quit, have made Allah extremely disappointed with me, and have deceived my parents. I wish I was never exposed to this poison. May Allah have mercy on us.

Assalamalaikum brothers. This is a very painful message from my end, but I want to serve it as a reminder to everyone else who’s going through this extremely disgusting act.
As we all know, due to excessive PMO, we can lose our sensitivity and the strength of our erections down there. I unfortunately have, which makes me realise I have also lost the blessing and privilege of being married and having a family. This thought is extremely painful and stays with me every minute of the day.
To everyone, who’s suffering from this, please give up and seek Allah’s help.
I wish this upon no human being, not even on my enemy, if I do have any.
May Allah forgive me