I want to be able to hear him whisper into my ear how he's mine and I'm his while feeling his breath on my skin. His touch as he holds me close as if I'm the most precious thing in the world. I wanna cling onto him as much as I can whenever I feel sad and have his comfort until I'm better again
Sauce: The Menhera Rabbit is adored by the Yandere Wolf
Personal fav after reading the whole thing :3
We were binging shows and he didn't mind when I was sleepy and wanted to sleep. And I woke up to us still being in our video call with him currently sleeping too. The call has gone on for 9 hours so far. Maybe a few more hours before we have to end it. Until then, this is one of the few ways I can be close to him even if we're physically far from each other. It makes me reassured with how much he wants to spend time with me :3
I've been through this pain and frustration from being in one before but it's as painful as always. Being so far away from him. We made plans to meet but something unfortunate came up. It can't be helped with how things are with the both of us. We plan to delay meeting in person instead which I'm grateful that he's trying and there's more time to prepare. Still it hurts because I looked forward to the original plan so much. I hate how it triggers me to have spirals to how I feel as if I don't deserve any good things in my life. He's sleeping now so I have to be patient. I hate how selfish I am for being this upset when I know he's been trying so hard to juggle his jobs and studies, and spending time with me from the moment I wake up until he has to fall asleep, which he will stay up late just to not be away from me. I know this is solvable. I just want to let out my frustrations somewhere