I’ve been surviving our life for the past ten years with my two loyal clients. Then I had a dream of buying my first dream laptop, which is the latest MacBook Pro. Then when I finally bought it, my motivation to work suddenly switched off.
Parang gusto ko na lang bumukod bigla, magtanim, tumira sa bundok… I wanted to upskill, but everything feels overwhelming like I’ve already been left behind. Eventually, I just got tired.
I’ve been on a break for five months now, burning through my savings...magkano na lang natira sakin? 50k with 200k plus cc debt but di ko kayang magkaroon ng pake pa, parang di ako nagpapanic... My clients understand, I still do some crucial work for them when needed but it’s not consistent, so I still consider it a break.
I don’t really know what’s going on with me, but I just want to drop everything and live without pressure.
Help and could somebody wake me up..