Nom (Shonk), Bill (Bear) and Egwene (Snake) providing me lots of cuddles as the clock ticks past midnight and I turn a year older increment the number of years that represents how long ive lived one this rock.
So around a month ago I pretty much lost my voice doctors say the cause was laryngitis or covid or similar, speaking in any way was serious effort and I spent over a week virtually silent unable to more then whisper hoarsely.
Since then my ability to speak has returned but im unable to feminise my voice at all. I'd been making some nice progress voice training and I was finally getting to a place where I was happy or at least not hating how i sounded, now whenever I try and feminise i can barely whisper and even that instantly cracks and its enough to put me to tears.
Doctors have told me to keep doing what I am and see if my recovery improves over yet more time. But im seeing no change.
I'm truly hating how I sound and only have the relief of not being virtually mute, which sounds like a contradiction and it is but its still an issue. But any advice or suggestions on what i could try would be welcome.