Like i'm a potato that can't hold a conversation past 2 message.
So even in that mass of shut in i'm useless.
Without counting the majority of normal weirdo guy there that i guess feel it's fun to have an isolated/traumatazed girl that they could control.
Similar life doesn't even equal attraction, plus i only met one women that i could have deep connection in 16 years before i isolated. Idk it's math.
So don't see how it could work even if i tried.
Thinking back in times it was cool seeing sao and hoping that i could live one day a funny adventures and laught while staying in my room, that kid was wrong sure i talked to no one online and never had friend. But internet , gaming etc feel so bland dk how i ended looking at a screen for more than a decade when i feel no interest in it.