u/GobbleGobbleGulp

I am 2 months clean rn tho the constant fights at my home along with my parents literally trying to choke me while saying they want to kill me daily has been a huge stress that I can't express if I am not self ha*ming. I don't feel okay, I feel like I want to scream so badly yet I can't. I can't go on like this, I have to release this pain somewhere. I hate this feeling but there's nothing I can do about it. They never stop arguing or talking about me being a mistake. They never stop throwing tantrums. I hate them, they're like insects to me. I hate everything, even myself.