u/Goblinmaster14

I'm writing this on a sleepless night. I'm so sick of feeling like i can't get close to people, i'm doing fine on most aspects, i hace a good job which i function well at, i even fit in with the colleagues. I have some friends which i care about and they care about me. And yet i feel like there's something stopping me from getting close to people, i just can't open myself enough out of fear so everything stays superficial with me.

I'm almost 27 and i've never dated, i'd like to try but being the way i am i have no clue where to start. Or besides dating i'd also like to just be able to really share who i am with a group of people, but that just feels impossible. And on certain moments that just really gets me down.