Loops
I shouldn't have gone onto the unreads.
I wish anyone understood how damaging it is reading stuff that sounds like you
But may or may not be you.
I get im a failure, in love.
Im better at dreaming I guess.
I needed you to be the one to break that barrier and show up for me.
Maybe you expect the same thing?
Maybe youre also going through a really hard time ?
Is it like this for you too?
This scary? This confusing?
A mixture of high hopes and heavy sharp crashes of darkness?
Waves that I cant keep fighting to see the light house flicker out.
Idk.
Losing hope. Strawberry fields.
It was a dream and I love you.
Maybe I never get to make it home.
Maybe I do.
I just want to say it became a hall of mirrors and mixed signals
And I never meant to be the one to let you down.
It is like the wonderland signs, and I dont have proper glasses
But dont remember me as fickle. FRACTURED.
Sure.
I thought I remembered, but I guess I was wrong.
Im sorry.
Im so sorry.
I will be here, wherever here leads.
Dreaming of you forever.