u/Gooby_two_shoes

Currently farming SLKR and Cal. For SLKR I'm waiting for the LSTs from renewal that were bugged. Cal is being farmed by hand because I need something to do with my extra energy. So who do I give LSTs to? Peridia gang? they are the first option to come to mind tbh, but want to resist doing anything impulsive.

I've played piano for most of my life on and off, but this is the first year I've gotten into it properly. I'm slowly progressing with Beethoven's first sonata (Fm) and Bach Cm prelude and fugue, along with Moszkowski's first virtuosic etude.

Next year, I'll be done with high school, and that's normally the year you apply for a conservatoire or other college (if I'm not wrong). But I'm nowhere near close to even touching Chopin, so that's not happening. This is the first stage of demoralisation.

It only gets worse when I see people my age and younger playing things I can't and I regret resisting piano lessons at a younger age and constantly fret about not progressing with my pieces fast enough.

In short, I get bogged down with what I'm supposed to do with the skill of playing piano, and not playing itself.

This isn't even about piano, really, but any and all help would be appreciated!