Reached 100k
I left a job that I felt like I wasn’t being treated well. Applied to a new job where I will making in the 11x*,000 with bonus I’ll be making 13*x,000.
I thought I’d be happy turning 30 this year and making this much but I’m so nervous. What if leaving my job was a mistake? What if I start work and they find out a fraud? Not like a fraud fraud but what if they realize I’m not great? Idk where all of these anxieties come from.
I am terrified that I might not be enough and this will be a fluke. I have debt! Like 25k for a car, 30k for student loans, 2k un credit card. I am just so nervous leaving a job even though I was unhappy, to a new job that seems so much better might be me messing up. I’m going to a safer industry, but still I am nervous.
I have so many doubts, but I can’t talk to anyone about it because I make the most in my family, I make more than my husband. I don’t have a lot of people to talk to about this stuff because I grew up poor, leaving a company because I’m not happy sounds stupid to my parents.
I feel like I’m usually the put together one.