This profession has taken a toll on my mental health, How do I leave it behind and get my life back?
I started doing Uber as a side hustle and was making such good money doing it, I decided to leave a decent 9-5 job to do uber full time because I was sick having to answer to someone and being forced to work on their schedule plus I was making more an hour doing uber, However my dumb self didn't factor in 401k, healthcare, etc. this was in my mid 20's. Now I am in my mid 30s, broke, single, and have no social life because this job has turned into a lifestyle because that is the only way to make a living doing this profession anymore.
I used to laugh at my friends who complained about their daily 9-5 grind and tried to encourage them to do uber instead, now they all have families and showing off their first home purchases on social media and are far better off because they were smart enough not to listen to my naive short sighted advice. On top of that Just about everyone I pick up now depresses me even more, they are either having good time with their partner/friends or clearly wealthy business travel folks all whom remind me how far down the totem pole I am in society because of my dumb decision almost a decade ago.
So how do I leave this lifestyle, like I am legit scared to job search and try to get back into normal society because I have been out of it so long, it just seems foreign to me now. Like also what skillset do I have to offer, no one takes uber driver or any gig job seriously so I might as well have been unemployed this entire time. I am sure I can get minimum wage job if I tried but that doesn't pay the bills and I doubt will lead me back to a happy life.
I need a job with healthcare, retirement savings, that will pay the bills, and most importantly give me the time and opportunity to work on me to try to integrate back into society so I don't die alone and sad, because right now any social interaction outside of uber is very foreign to me, but before I can work on that, I need to make sure I am financially secure. I have already wasted the prime of my life on this dumb gig, but I am hoping to not waste my entire life on it.
any advice? thanks in advance