u/Goriiso

wold anyone be interested in comms if i opened them btw 🤔

I have a hard time getting ANYTHING approved in aj in the first place.. I don’t want to draw anymore. This is one of my proudest/favorite masterpieces I’ve ever made, and it originally got approved with no issue. It’s been around for ages but now I’m pretty sure my masterpiece got reported and I think I know who did it. I tried resubmitting it- nope, got rejected. Tried making tiny changes- nope, still rejected. I know this happens all the time and it’s probably not a big deal, but I’m just so sad and tired. I hate this dookie moderation.

A few days ago I met someone who was a “fan” of me and my art, and we chatted and they asked to be buddies. I was like sure, but warned them that I wasn’t always sociable. They said they understood. They also said that they loved this specific masterpiece of mine 🤔🤨 The next day I was playing dungeons with my friend and they asked to join and I said sure, but to be honest they didn’t play very well. I tried giving them advice but it seemed like they weren’t listening to me, so I asked them to do so but they freaked out in my friend’s private messages. I had a talk with them to sort everything out and I thought everything was fine, but then they asked to join again the next day. I decided to give them a chance but warned them I wouldn’t be talkative because I was multitasking an assignment, and they SAID they understood. NAH, THEY TRIED TO CHAT AND THEN GOT UPSET WHEN NOBODY WAS TALKING TO THEM. HUH??

Afterwards they sent me ominous jags and I dropped everything to make sure they were okay, but then they started trauma dumping.. and then turned down my help/advice and the conversation was going nowhere. I REALLY had to get this assignment done and so I told them we’d talk later. I came back after a little while and explained to them how I was really busy and that they needed to get real life help, not traumadump on some random guy they just met a few days ago on Animal Jam. I told them I needed space and blocked and unbuddied them. And now my masterpiece is gone. I hope it wasn’t them who reported it but I don’t know why else this would happen after all this time of being approved. I met a fan, tried to be friends but they trampled over all my boundaries and now a masterpiece that they said “they really loved” (AND I REALLY LOVED TOO) is gone. By the way I know the title is extreme and I know not all fans are like this it’s just how I feel rn 😭