u/GortGart

I’m so nervous 😭

This is going to be kind of long but I feel like I need to just get this out somewhere. I’m in my late 20s and feel completely left behind by society. I’ve worked a few jobs before and it always starts out great but after a bit I end up quitting. I’ve had so many negative experiences with managers and coworkers. The few friends I do have are in the same boat. They either work cruddy minimum jobs or are unemployed like me and live with their parents. They spend all their time playing video games. I’ll probably be living with my parents until I’m 40. I don’t know how to escape this and actually advance in life. Im not smart, never did well in school. Probably have an average or below average IQ. I feel like yesterday I was 18, it’s all moving so fast. I tried going to the gym but got bored of that. I tried making YouTube videos and got bored of that too. It’s like the only thing that numbs the pain is playing video games that I don’t even really enjoy anymore and laying on the couch waiting to sleep. Video games and movies are all just slop nowadays and I feel so alienated from modern culture, consumerism is so gross to me. Thank you to any soul that took the time you hear me rant, truly.