u/GralkEKD

I just smoked a cig. I simply couldn't hold back exactly today. There was just a lot happening recently: a lot of stress with the master's degree preliminary, a loneliness and, most importantly, a huge family drama which I'd like not to disclose. It was all not that bad, and I know it will get better soon, very soon, but today the pressure became unbearable, I needed something to take it all out.

It's just a temporary setback and I promise I'll be back on track soon. Who knows, it might've been the only cigarette I'd smoked. But I need to be honest. Though I know that I didn't really let anybody down, but I am sorry regardless.