Conflicted about this friendship
Me (23f) and this girl (23f) have known each other since eighth grade because we have mutually friends. But we became friends in the first semester of college we both took three gap years and things aligned. We are both from the same city worked the same jobs but never really became close.
my first year was so hard for me i had trouble making friends and it was hard for me to connect with anyone but because we had a lot in common we became close but she is the most extroverted person i know and she knows everyone at college but we stayed the closest, i always said to her that i have trouble making friends and this is the first time i don't fit in somewhere (which is true), bit she never introduced to any of her friends because she told me that we wouldn't vibe and i understood her.
Btw i am not waiting for her to introduce me to anyone but what irked me is that she put a label on me that i was hard to get or difficult to get along with even though she never saw me in a group setting. Nevertheless lets move to this year were the college moved my dorm and we became closer ( in the same building) in this semester she got into a fight with her other friends and at this time she decided to introduce me to her other friends and we got along very well, they started to asking me to come before she would say anything they started to invite me to their place and smoke together and whatever and i liked that, now the problem is that she is becoming so aggressive whenever i speak or tries to make me feel small in front of them which i hate. Today i suggested that we go to a bar then i asked her about the bar because this is the first time i go she yelled stop asking questions and don't worry where i am taking you. And i just left her dorm but at the end i went but the whole time i was a bit insecure that she feels obligated to take me or i don't know.
Now the question is do you guys think that my social life is worth putting up with her?