i haven’t manifested anything in so long and it’s because of my fear of disappointment and having trauma. How do people navigate this so they can manifest for themselves?
For context, im unfortunately surrounded with negative family members and I feel like it’s so hard to manifest in the same environment as them. My parents especially, come from a place of lack and fight a lot over not having things like money, we’re basically poor. I’ve had a lot of bad things happen to me like tumors growing in my body, I really want friends but im lonely, sometimes my parents are unable to pay bills and things in our house go off, and my dad simply doesn’t want to work because he chooses not to and no one in my family works.
I know the whole ignore the 3d but it’s so hard when your brain is hardwired to believe something bad is going to happen, which comes from a place of fear. I want to manifest, but I’m scared, and I don’t know how to not be scared of good things, because im so used to bad stuff.
How do you manifest in a negative environment? I feel like if I do manifest something good that I’ll get excited and that same fear that I have of ‘good things are happening’ will ruin it and I get scared again. I feel so avoidant to manifesting because of that fear, and it’s so bad that I feel it physically in my gut that’s blocking me from it. but im sad because now im in a constant loop of negativity that my parents are in and it becomes full circle but I don’t want that.
Has anyone experienced being in a harsh environment and had success stories with manifesting? and having results appear for them?