u/Great-Mixture4480

These are d1 and d9s, we both are in deep relationship

Like problem is we both went through continously wars and fights for like 1st 1 year of our relation and a 3 months heartbreak also, but we choose each other despite all the past wars and fights we got to an understanding and we both together and I'm afraid will that fighting and cold phases comes but I'm not afraid of them but I'm afraid those phases will become permanent

And I went through many ai's and every ai said u both can't stay togehter and u won't stay together

I got scared of all of them like most of ai said the same

Someone pls tell me, will we be together till end or not.

And I'm not asking for compatability I'm asking for will we be together or not. Don't sugar coating anything I'm done with them!🙂

Hey guys I know I'm going to write a long shit but someone pls help me

I'm an 18 year old, preparing for my neet ug 2nd attempt

The problem is I'm from state board in 10th and I couldn't able to catch up with ncerts in 11th and 12th and I took a year gap and tried to learn subject but I realised somethings late that I have adhd it was even worse than u think I couldn't able to focus on my studies or any thing and from past 5 months I couping up with suppliments like omega 3, magnesium and all healthy diet but not results and a week before I found out I have "Audhd"

Yes, u read it right I have "audhd"

My parents kept a lot of hope on me but I couldn't able to explain them what happening inside me they're Narrow minded and they're comparing me with everyone in studies but I couldn't able to explain them this is happening inside me and this and even worse thing is my parents are conditionally loving people u can't even imagine the things I face in my own house and they're are thinking anything other than neet like a sin

I have interest in networking bussiness and entrepreneurship and I want to graduate bba llb from top colleges with good environment and with good networks but this year many colleges have already closed and even if want to explain that to my parents they aren't in position to hear me

My emotions were never heard in my own house and narcissistic parenting and conditional loving it effected me most since childhood than I realised anything what I do is wrong and if explain them what I'm doing I'm an arrogant stubborn person like in the whole world I have nothing but my family I don't care about money social status or lobe or freinds I just care about family at the end of the I want a peacful loving home which I never got from my childhood and many things happened.

I went through a heart break literally on my birthday in January this year which was like I went to depression for 2months .like I found something which I never got in my own house that peace and calm I never felt with anyone which I felt with her and she left me cause I'm broke emotionally but I never shown it to her I gave my best more than my potential she said " I'm in confusion" and left me. I felt like home with her for the 1st time.but she left me. And my words,my emotions and my feelings were never heard .

Any I tried my best to came out of depression and which I did myself without any support and now this neet and my college stuff which I couldn't able to put into my parents Narrow my I'm sure they would tell "they wouldn't have gave me birth" cause they dud the same thing with my sister she faced trauma they literally said that but she has a boyfriend from her 8th class and now she is in her bachelor's final year he was with her all the time.but me alone and I never even complained to anyone about anything but still they never understood me

At the end I want to commit suicide on 8th may my exam completes on 3rd may I'll just pack my emotions and set timers for messages to my frwinds on 8th may and I'll just leave the world

If there is any idea for painless death pls tell if not tell me a reason to live for whom shoukd I live my life I got no one and I got no interest in money fame or anything just a human love for me I meant it just a minimal human love which I never got!

May 8th I'm gonna commit suicide!