Finally going on meds
Good morning.
I have the worst anxiety. I’m 39 mother of 3 awful births from two of my babies almost died with one.
My eldest has Trisomy 21 and adhd my second has adhd and is full on sometimes
Then I have a bubba.
Since my aunt and my nan died a few years ago
My anxiety about death has gone insane.
I’m scared to do anything without thinking I’m going to die
I was getting panic attacks 3/4 times a week,
With obsessive thoughts that I was going to die constantly
I started hypnotherapy which has calmed the panic attacks but not the anxiety
I still get heart palpitations and constant thoughts I’m going to die and leave my kids alone.
Finally I’ve gone to the dr and said I need some help and they have put me on lexapro starting 5mg and getting up to 10mg
I do have ADHD also
Tbf I don’t know why I’m even writing this maybe to see if anyone else has gone through something the same if there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Anxiety is crippling. I don’t want to keep living like this.