I messed up my O Levels and I genuinely don't know what to do
I really need some advice. (DID ALL THIS AS A PRIVATE CANDITATE)
Last year I got C in Pak Studies, C in Islamiat and C in Urdu. I was scared of disappointing my parents so I edited my result on screen and showed them A's.
I did the same thing this year. My actual result is D in Physics, B in English, D in CS, E in Maths and Ungraded in Chemistry.
My parents still think I got straight A's. I also told my A-Level college the fake grades when I went for admission. Now they'll eventually ask for my actual Statement of Results and I'm scared they'll contact my parents.
I only have 7 passes because of Chemistry, and I don't have my own money to secretly deal with retakes. I already told a teacher I trust and he told me I need to tell my parents, but honestly I just can't bring myself to do it.
I know I messed up badly. I just don't know what to do now. If anyone has been in a similar situation or knows how colleges/IBCC handle this, please tell me what my options are. I seriously need some help.