u/GreenMan1550

So there I was thinking I finally came out to everyone important, furthermore I got a bf, I quit smoking and was getting quite a few interviews. I was even making plans for future and shit. But then I get hit with biggotry from my extended family, my bf tells me I'm a more like a friend to him (which I get, I'd rather he doesn't pretend to love me, doesn't make my mood any better), FOR SOME REASON I bought a pack a few days ago (yes, I'm stupid and dumb and should die) and capitalism being capitalism isn't even funny anymore

So there I was thinking I finally came out to everyone important, furthermore I got a bf, I quit smoking and was getting quite a few interviews. I was even making plans for future and shit. But then I get hit with biggotry from my extended family, my bf tells me I'm a more like a friend to him (which I get, I'd rather he doesn't pretend to love me, doesn't make my mood any better), FOR SOME REASON I bought a pack a few days ago (yes, I'm stupid and dumb and should die) and capitalism being capitalism isn't even funny anymore