I simply can't love my parents
My parents have failed me so so SO much throughout my life. And I have forgiven them...but they just keep on messing up and I sin because I rage against them every time now and...and I don't wanna sin against God that way but I just react that way because I'm hurting. And I have given all that to the Lord already but I can't help it. They always pray for God to protect me but THEY as parents always failed me...I...I just don't think that's right. I feel guilty but it's not fair for me to be the bigger person always. 💔