I'm the God of my own reality.
I realize that if I say I'm God, people won't like it. So I'll just say that I'm the God of my own reality. Anyways, in my reality, whether it's the only one or not, I was eternal nothingness and I transformed into a Life (an experience of a universe). In my reality I'm nothingness that can transform into experiences, and I finally figured out why I dreamed up this flawed world. I made a flawed world to create the DESIRE for a perfect world, otherwise I would be in Heaven without appreciating it. So, the plan is for me to be in a flawed world FIRST so that I can appreciate a perfect world SECOND. Similar to how you have to be hungry first to appreciate food second. Hell FIRST, Heaven SECOND. That's the plan.