u/GrouchyDepartment404

I lost my mom suddenly and unexpectedly in 2022 to a heart attack. I thought my firsts after her death would be the hardest and honestly they were the easiest. Every year further away from her death feels more and more painful.

I am 30 today and I've had so many family members, friends and loved ones wish me a happy 30th. As much as those well wishes fill me with comfort, I feel so deflated not being able to talk to my mom.

I miss her. I just want to curl up in my bed until tomorrow comes and my birthday is over.