Hello everyone,
Sometimes i have hard time understanding her way of loving me or how she prioritises us.
It seems theres a lot of on/off and that she gets distracted and just forgets about us.
Somehow it made me feel a bit weird for the last 10ish days, especially since we had some tough conversations, we make up pretty fast after an argument but it never leaves me feel at peace because afterwards i get a feeling shes punishing me with absence or jokingly trying to bring me down.
And all of that contradicts with what she says( love, special someone, love of her life etc) and recently ive began to feel as if theres someone else that came into her life as a point of interest (not cheating but maybe someone who seems like a better choice) because i feel like im annoying her with my attention and love although she says thats not the case.
Comparing the state of us right now and a while back , i feel as if shes withdrawing or feeling secure so investing/chasing less, in the beginning shed blow up my phone, call me all the time, even stay awake or set an alarm to call me when i worked in a different time zone.
Right now its not the case, even got the “im exhausted recently so i think i should go to sleep earlier than usual “
Idk what to think or do in this case, im a Leo for the reference and i give her all my attention and loce, maybe someone can give me a feedback in the way of how to address all this or to be worried at all?