u/Grouchy_Research_558

My ex wanted to kill me. He told me his plan to lace me so I would overdose. This was about 3 years ago.

We ran into each other the other day at my work (tattoo shop his uncle owns) so it was honestly bound to happen. His uncle is aware of the situation and didn’t realize I was coming so I wasn’t given a heads up. I wasn’t expecting him to even look at me to be honest

When he first noticed me he stopped talking and started to stutter. I just side eyed him. Before he left he looked at me and I decided to make eye contact. He apologized to me. He said “I’m sorry. I was a psychopath. I thought it made me cool and edgy. I’m sorry.” He the told me something about a voice actor from the show we used to watch together, then he left.

I don’t know what to do. I haven’t been thinking about it because I have so many feelings about what to do. I didn’t respond, I just maintained eye contact. After he left his uncle and I talked for a moment and I stepped outside to smoke for a second. I just feel off

I’m in pain most of the time all throughout my body because of ed, but I was also born with no curvature in my neck which leads to a lot of tension in the back of my head and shoulders which leads to chronic migraines. I take rescue medication when needed, and for the rest of the pain I usually smoke. This has been working up until recently, where it’s making my circulatory problems worse and also triggering my migraines. My rescue meds still work for my head, but I’m kinda at a loss on what to do for the rest. I’ve been on meds before and I didn’t react well to them. Does anybody have advice or things they do personally? I’ve been constantly stretching, hot showers, eating well, drinking a lot of water, etc etc. the pain will get so bad I feel nauseous and dizzy and it’s starting to affect my work