u/Groundbreaking-Sir82

I know it’s my first post here but I didn’t even know this sub exists. Quite recently I broke up with a person I have built all my future plans around. He had a very nice image and acted on it too, but I still felt neglected. Month after month I asked him why he wont spend time with me but he would always escape the question. He was very sweet but wouldn’t remember the times he hurt me, wouldn’t take responsibility. I eventually started spiralling and begging him to stay and for him it was the last straw and he decided to break up. He wanted to stay friends but I couldn’t handle it and eventually HE blocked me, but left some channels open - he just ignores me there. And you know what? Im blocking him in an act of reciprocity. But everywhere. I have finally restored a goal in life I had to give up on for him, and now I feel like I have mostly accepted the fact that we, and the future we both planed, is no more. I have no business with you anymore. You said you want to be on your own, and you now got what you wanted. We became friends when we were both in our early teens, i had seen you little, you had seen me little, we grew up together, but now we are different adults. I showed such depths of me and you dropped me because i wanted basic attention and couldn’t handle the lack of it anymore, banned me everywhere. Your friends also blocked me, which made me feel like a witch, erased. I finally stopped getting dreams where we are still together, where your appearance kept becoming more vague and vague. I finally stopped remembering you throughout my days. I finally live just as usual, the same good way as if we are still together. I finally register you as a person from the past. I finally almost don’t miss you anymore. I still feel somewhat bitter and want you to feel the absence, but I still wish the best for you. Goodbye.