I’m 6 months pregnant and I found out that my bf was cheating on me
I found out that my now ex was cheating on me 2 days ago.
There were so many red flags I ignored and now I just feel so stupid. He never wanted me to know his password, he never liked to tell me where he was or what he was doing, he would always accuse me of stuff over the smallest things. I also found out that he was following his ex. I asked him about it and he just tried to change the subject. I asked if he was talking to her and he denied it. On Sunday, I finally got the chance to go through his phone. He ended up falling asleep with TikTok opened, so I took that chance to look. I went on his Instagram first and saw that he was in fact texting his ex and flirting with her, asking her for pictures and telling her how nice she looks in the dress she was wearing. There was probably more but I was scared that he was gonna wake up. I decided to hurry and look through his text messages and saw that he was texting people from different apps he was on and also paying for escorts…hundreds of dollars while we have a whole baby on the way.
Seeing that really hurt me the most. He would always act like dates were a waste of money and never liked to give me gifts or buy me flowers, but he was perfectly okay with paying money to hook up with random women. I felt numb at first but now I’m feeling so many different emotions, mostly anger and sadness. He keeps trying to call me now and text me like everything is normal. He even had the audacity to tell me that he loves me after all the stuff he did. A very small part of me wants to forgive him because I still love him and I got so used to being with him, but I just can’t look at him the same way anymore. I told my family that we broke up but I feel too embarrassed to tell them exactly what happened. Everything just hurts.